I’m not very emotional so, most may never know how I feel. I’m not hard by any means and I find myself to be quite lovable. I’m just not the most readable person so, most may never know what I’m thinking. I guess I’m saying all of this to say, I’m a bit guarded. Why? I honestly don’t have a solid reason why. If people think that social networking is exactly who someone is, I’m sorry to tell all of you that it is not. I don’t post everything I feel and I have quite a few blog posts that have been read by only me and God. Sometimes I just need to dump and move on and I don’t need a “net” shoulder to cry on or a million and one comments on my news feed to make me feel better. Writing for me is like pulling a plug in the bathtub after a soak or going for a good walk. It gets the circulation going and it always feels as though what was tugging at me is gone even if it’s just for a few moments. What you may see online about someone is a very small detail of who they actually are. Don’t get me wrong, I rather enjoy social networking and I network on more than just one outlet. I am neither over confident or painfully insecure so, I guess that makes me comfortable with who I am. I have my insecurities just like everyone else. I think we all have thought that someone else is prettier, better, more confident, etc. etc. To me, life shouldn’t be a competition but, it seems as though it is on a daily basis. Sometimes online, it feels like a virtual competition. So again, I’m not readable but, there’s more to me than you know.